He is Good

Faithful, everlasting good Father
Your love for me never changes
Times are hard, thoughts are dark
Yet You are faithful and true, no matter what I do
I long to know You
To Trust You! To find hope in You
I long to be who I am created to be
To stop focusing on me and let You
BE
Let You be my everything
To stop accepting the sin, the darkness I hide within
To stop sneaking around pretending I have everything together
When in fact I am on the verge of another breakdown
Lord You have changed me!
I know this is true
You have brought me to a place of truly knowing You!
So the voice of a stranger I choose not to follow
My focus, I choose not to allow it to wander
My desire for You Lord, light it aflame
Draw me in to You, I never want to be the same
Speak to me, I know Your voice
Ready my heart to make the choice,
to follow You
Whatever that means!
To follow You when I am feeling so diseased
By the crap that fills my mind, by the thoughts that seem to think they have the right
The right to lead me astray, to keep me from seeking Your face

ITS OVER! They cannot override Your truth within,
The right is Yours O Lord, to take over,
To erase my past and guide me along Your awesome path!!