Transformed: October 2012

Disconnecting myself from my emotions; holding back the truth to protect myself…am I hurting myself again?

Is holding back what keeping me locked up; is that something that’s pulling me back towards sin?

Afraid to open up because of what if’s

A cloudiness has followed me for years,

Another dreary day;

Disconnected from emotion,

Holding tight to the truth of the lies of my fears,

I pull back into isolation,

The safety of this prison,

I JUST WANT TO BREAK FREE

Not bound by the lies,

They’re no longer my truth

Ill cling to Your Word and hold tight to You

Your blood covers my sin and shame;

Your love outruns all this endless pain,

I can live unashamed when I live by Your strength.

Now I’ve fallen again;

Fallen victim to the lies that have become my truth,

How do I fight this again;

God when will this all come to an end…

It's the same old trick

familiar pain, familiar sin and shame

I wont take it anymore;